So Tired

Emotionally, mentally, physically, totally. I have so much going on in every part of my life right now and I really just need a break from myself. Ha! Thus the reason for my disappearance from the blog world. The other reason I haven't shared is because a lot of the stuff I am not at liberty to or don't want to share at this point. I have thought about writing posts and publishing them when the situation has changed but my total exhaustion has stopped that from happening. My to do list feels like it is a mile long and each weekend I am just doing what has to be done to survive another week and not getting any of my list conquered. Let's see how much I can tell you without telling you. :) There is activity on the adoption front, kind of. It's really a crazy situation right now and is hard to know what to do so we are just waiting and praying. Let's just say that next Wednesday the 27th will potentially be a big day for us, so we'd love your prayers if you think about it. We've been pursuing other avenues that maybe we shouldn't push right now, but the door has been opened so that's where we are. I'd guess if you know me, you know what this is about and if you don't you don't. Isn't that fun? Kinda like a challenge. I am getting the finishing touches done for our annual Mother's Day Banquet at church. It is on May 5th and since I am the Missionette Coordinator, I am in charge of it. Tonight at church we gathered all the decorations that are already at the church that we can use, and so I feel much closer to being ready for that event. Jill and Sam are coming down here for a week in May and we are going to have a baby shower for them while they are here visiting. It'll be nice to see them since its been since Christmas and she is finally starting to look prego, or so I've heard. Mavs are doing well in the playoffs. Hopefully this is their year. We'll see. I am off on Friday and will be getting a few things knocked off my list like getting my oil changed and inspection done on the CRV and getting a pedicure. We are also keeping the same kids as last time again this weekend, so we are excited about that. They are a lot of fun. I really am starting to think that kids are God's way of reminding us to smile and enjoy life more. Yeah, I really need to hear that and stop stressing about every little detail. Things are crazy, prayer is needed, and God is faithful.